If God had a master plan.
Goals for the next 6 months:

- if i become good friends with Lionel, I WILL NOT let me him kiss me (EVER)

- quit smoking (yeah right)

- become truly independent, i.e. no stupid thoughts on " no one likes me, I am all alone again, get used to being alone, everyone has to work at some point

- learn to eat less and healthy

- try not to get attached to people

- learn that family is important, never forget to call.