- a week and how many days?
- oh don't you worry i count the days that go by. so slowly and miserably. it is exactlty a week and 4 days.
it's raining and i am wearing a white shirt. the botton right on my chest keeps on unbuttoning
by itself and the white matterial of the shirt gets wet and sticks to my body. i love the rain. but its tiering.
i am tierd. tierd of trying to be someone that im not, dressing like someone else, not for myself but for everyone around me.
tierd. of always running somewhere, trying to get everywere on time. want to give up. don't want to seem a good girl cause im not!
don't want to wear smart clothes every day, don't want to cut down on smoking, don't want to look pretty.
but forced by the environment and the herd of sheep i am stuck with.