This is becoming impossible.
My thoughts are eating me from the inside.
Now i understand what people mean by i can't breath anymore.
It makes me sick and upset and sick
I can't sleep, think...
He is always in my head, no matter WHAT im doing.
Only alcohol makes me forget,
glass after glass of wine.
Villars, airport, home.
I can't go back there where i will see him every day.
This can't be love cause it kills.